This is like the constant argument in Grey’s where the doctors keep trying to prove that their life sucks more than their friends’. This time I’ve got a good one so maybe I win (especially since I only have myself to compete with!).
I have something I want to tell you. It’s simple and short. Takes hardly a few seconds to say but would mean a life time for me. Those words make my heart ache. Those words make tears spill over my eyes and down my cheeks. Those words are always threatening to leap from my mouth when our eyes meet. Those words encompass all I feel and have felt since I’ve known you.
I love you.
So, right now, my heart is like a dam. About to burst because I don’t know where to spill this immense volume of love I hold for you. You won’t accept it. Now I find myself, groping in the darkness for that tap. The tap that once turned opens an outlet for that strong surge of emotions. I keep turning taps but they’re either rusted through and jammed or duds. The tap to you, though almost gleaming new, is wrapped in barbed wire. Shucks.
I suck. Seriously suck at this.
MJ.xxoo
